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[18 Sep 2006|12:19am] |
so yea, im in college.
& i have quite possibly the best schedule.. ever. i only have classes on tuesdays & thursdays.. 4 of them to be exact. 1 in the AM, then a break, & then 3 in a row. which isn't horrible at all.
it started out kinda shitty. i came to college thinking like 'yes i made so many new friends at home last year, college is gonna be so easy' and i think i took it for granted, and i didn't make those new friends as quickly as i did back home. it may be for that reason, or it may be for the reason that my hall is all girls. not only are they all girls, but they are all freshman girls. i don't have a problem with freshmans, cause hey i was one once, but these ones are drunk 24/7 and they're the girly type. and its really just not fun.
but the past week has been great, what college is supposed to be. i've got people i can talk to & its good. i watched the mets attempt to clinch all weekend with them. why the mets haven't clinched yet ill never understand.. but it was a great weekend all together. i just hope everything stays that way.
im going down to florida in... 12 days and i couldn't be any happier. being so far away from mike is not cool. i miss him a lot. im actually going to be in florida for 10 days. which might be the most time ive ever spent with him. just becuase im going to be like .. waking up and going to bed with him around. i wonder how thats gonna work out.. haha. but i will be going to DISNEY WORLD! and im beyond excited to do that. space mountain<3 mickey <3 tower of terror <3 i can't wait!
i want the mets to clinch already. i've been watching every game so carefully and they're not winning. they lost to the pirates. OF ALL TEAMS. just once in my life would i like to see them get all excited and clinch and be happy. it makes me feel good inside. because you know, i am a met, but im a secret met. im the 15th backup first basemen.. no worries.
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so tomorrow is mikes last day on long island.
hes pretty much moving to florida.
im pretty aware that hes leaving.. but it hasn't really hit me yet.
this is gonna turn out how it did last year when everyone else left.
god, why is college so dumb. psh.
im leaving for oswego august 25. & im scared.
k bye.
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[28 Jul 2006|03:35pm] |
hey you know whats weird..
im 19 today?!
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[30 Jun 2006|01:19am] |
i don't want mike to go to florida for school at all.
im a big vry baby and this is going to suck.
its already sucking.
ugh.
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so thursday was mikes prom and it was super fun. haha.
me & sam spent the day being girls and getting our hair done and watching movies and then getting dressed and meeting the boys at sippels house. we were so nervous it was crazy.
so we took pictures and the limo was supposed to come at 615, well it didnt and showed up about 730, so we were late but we only missed cocktail hour. prom went by so fast i really dont rememeber it all it was just like ah a bunch of people. haha. i saw lots of kids i havent seen in awhile so it was good too.
afterwards we went back to sippels house and we all got changed and headed out to camp at smiths point. i wasnt too excited about this cause camping isnt my thing, but i had SO much fun. the first night everyone stayed up till like 5.. then mike & i stayed up the rest of the night just like talking. the next day was proably the longest day though. everyone was awake by like 7 and the day just dragged on, but in a like funny dragged on way. so many jokes.
the next night was a like crazy hurricane volcano earthquake. it was such a bad thunderstorm, it was literally right on top of our tent. it was so loud and stuff and it was like all night long, so i only slept like an hour or 2 that night. and in the morning we woke up to a leak in the tent and the blanket was all wet and stuff. not a good way to wake up.
and then today was centereachs graduation, so i went to go see my little michael graduate from high school. haha. and then i went back to his house for a lil family party for him, and spent the whole day watching the food network with him.
this doesnt seem like it, but it was the best weekend of my life. im so happy right now.
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[21 Jun 2006|12:43am] |
i have michael's prom on thursday.. & im super excited.
sam & i are getting are nails did tomorrowwwww.
and then were getting our hair did on thursdayyy & its gonna be fun
:)
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[23 May 2006|02:16am] |
i just wanna say that on may 18 i went to the city to see talib kweli, the roots & common..
as rich & i walked up to radio city we saw a sign that said "the roots, talib kweli, NAS, & common"
then we got there & the concert ended up being..
the roots, talib kweli, common, nas, rahzel, big daddy cane, erykah badu, dj jazzy jeff, & fucking dave chappelle.
♥
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[13 May 2006|12:46am] |
so im going to oswego next year for college.
peace later farmingdale, you sucked.
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so its sunday, and tuesday is my last day of classes of freshman year.
i was looking at my livejournal entry and i was like "wow my first semester of college is done" and i was amazed at that, and now im sitting here & im almost done with my first year of college.
this year changed so much for me. i was always unhappy first semester because i sat home every night and i would talk to my friends and they would tell me how much fun they were happy being away at college and going out and partying, while i sat home. and i know it could have been a lot worse, but i had a pretty horrible time.
and then it seems like all of a sudden, but i know it wasnt, i was going out. & as dumb as it is it was sears that made me go out. some of my best friends are there now, (even if im not anymore cause i got fired, assholes) but i love them there. nick brought me to hang out with him one night and it seems like since then everything has been so much better.
honestly, if i was like this first semester i probably wouldnt want to go away to college anymore. i love the people i've become friends with. im really finally happy.
i was talking to my friend rich the other night, and i was talking about how if i had gotten accepted into a college i wouldnt have met ANY of them. and im really glad i didnt go away. i never would have met mike, well, i still would have thought he was a jerk, cause thats what i thought when i first met him. actually he still is a jerk, but hes really made me very happy. i can't imagine having to say goodbye to him when he leaves. its gonna be another tough end of the summer, but thats far away and i dont need to get worked up over that now. i never would have met rich, and hes become one of my best friends right now. i tell him everything & thats something i've always needed. i can't always hang out with him though.. so its kinda of awkward. but im glad i met him. he helped me through a lot & i hope i can do that for him.
pat comes home this week too. im glad. i can't wait to see him, dan, & brian. haha maybe ill actually get to see matt, even though hes home & i could go see him now but we dont do that.
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[30 Apr 2006|01:57am] |
i have never been as pissed off at people as i am tonight.
i have never wanted to punch so many people in the face.
i have never cursed and yelled as much as i did.
thank you mike, sam, & sippel for not being dirtbags and wanting to leave andrew.
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[29 Apr 2006|03:07am] |
no wait. im better now.
: )love you.
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[28 Apr 2006|09:02am] |
fuck
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[02 Apr 2006|08:42pm] |
i am proud (& ashamed) to admit that i get into nothing fights.
& if you dont know what a nothing fight is then you're very silly.
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im sorry LJ i really do love you i just never know what to write in you. : (
everyone came home for spring break last week and it was so nice. i had to pick patwick up from the deer park trainstation that friday night, and we were driving home and then like all of a sudden we were on 111. and pat turns to me,
"congratulations wallner, you're the first person to get me home from deer park in 27 seconds!"
"i'm not driving fast!"
"yea, not driving fast for someone in nascar.."
pat really makes me laugh a whole lot. thats why he's my friend. haha. then i had made a "gangster" cd and i had it on when i picked him up. so i got this,
"hey pat wanna listen to some music?"
::some gangster song comes on::
"well i see nothings changed since i went away to college."
let's see, i went to montauk over the break, i went to roosevelt field mall twice (and only spent like.. $50, damn im good), saw '16 blocks' which was SO good. mos def is in it & im pretty sure im in love with him, but i love talib kweli more, uhm i hung out with PLK, the usual stuffs. friday night was st. patrick's day which means someone had to have a st. patricks day party. and it was wonderful. my mom had gotten me a met jersey that was green and orange and had a shamrock on it and it had david wright on the back so i felt very festive.
oh goodness i almost forgot prolly the most important part of the week. i FINALLY met babs. he's pats friend from college who talks to me all the time and we just never knew eachother but knew eachothers lives. kinda creepy? yea but he's awesome. and we had a cake made for him for his visit. i don't think anyones ever gotten a cake when they come to meet someone they've never met before but im just THAT cool.
i did realize though since all my friends went away to college, which ones really are my friends. i guess its kinda sad in a way, but im glad i can count on certain people to always be there for me. i realize more everyday how much i hated smithtown. i don't know everyones like oh theres so much here and so many people and whatnot. but i really just hate a lot of it. i don't know. theres so many people i was nice to pretty much because i had to be & i really regret ever doing that. i shouldn't have to pretend to be someones friend. & i don't think people should pretend to be my friend. because if you really have that much of a problem with me you should tell me. although i honestly don't know what i could do to someone to make them not like me. yea that didn't sound cocky or anything. im glad at how i turned out i guess? im being more open with people and im kinda very happy with where im at in my life right now.
..im actually very happy with my life. i think im finally the person i've always wanted to be. im happy with the old friends i still have, & im happy i met so many great people this year (even if it was at sears.) cause honestly, i don't know what i would do without them. im actually friends with a girl at work. weird. but yea shes petty much my clone and i think thats why we get along so well, its nice to have girl talk once and awhile. we have to go prom dress shopping. which we're taking a whole day off from work and were going to be girls and buy things. its so exciting.
today i bought tickets to go see talib kweli, the roots & mos def. <3 im so beyond excited. everyone knows how much i love *NSYNC, well i love talib kweli almost as much. i almost cried when i thought i wouldn't be able to go to the concert. but im going with mike & my friend rich from work. ahh. im so beyond excited. its at radio city and i think i might like faint or something because i love talib kweli so freaking much. ha, no im kidding.
over my spring break im going up to geneseo with a bunch of people and staying with pat, josh & babs, and we're going to see guster. which im also excited about. i hope they play numbers. ahh. haha. that was from 2 summers ago. wow.
ahh this summer is looking pretty good so far, considering it starts may 9. chea chea. im going to disney world with my family (minus my dad) july 10-16. july 17-some day babs is having a week long party at his house so im gonna go to that one day. i might be going to cedar point in ohio because they have 16 roller coasters! prolly some six flags action in there too. maybe hershey? i don't know. im so exicted.
oh and that whole college thing. yea. i hate farmingdale more than anything. as much as i love my new friends here, id much rather be away. i applied to cortland & brockport. i didn't get in to cortland, which pissed me off and made me cry for like 3 hours, and i haven't heard from brockport yet, but i dont want to go there anymore. but once i found out i didnt get into cortland i applied to oswego. so im really hoping i get in to oswego cause i loved that place when i went to visit it.
me & mike have been going out for like 2 months now. im really happy about that. he's definatly a funny kid & he can always cheer me up. he talks about cars way too much though. haha. but yea he's really great and stupid things happened that kinda messed it up, but we're fixing it & everythings going really good. & im just really happy. : )
daniel conklin is my best friend in the entire world. we had a lot of problems over the past week but he's really always there to listen to my problems no matter what and im glad i can have someone i can go to talk at any time.
& nick cantos too he's like my best friend. because he just tells me things straight out. im sure he'll never read this. but i know that he's an awesome kid & im glad i trained him to work at sears. and im glad he listens to me & im glad he tells me when im being a bitch. haha.
i can't remember the last time i wrote this much in an entry. i think i got everything out that i wanted to say.. im gonna go pretend to do something. <3
**edit. i forgot to mention that last night we had a mini *NSYNC party. me & lindsay went to michelle's house. we updated eachother on our lives and talked very little about *NSYNC but its still and *NSYNC party. we called shelbi to remind her of times past, but she didn't answer. we called erin and talked to her for a lil, and we're all in a fight with eachother & we're not friends with anyone anymore. & if one of us are friends with eachother we wont be for very long. haha. <3
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[09 Mar 2006|11:16pm] |
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so i never updat and i want to..
but everyone is coming home like TOMORROW. im so excited. im picking pat up from deer park trainstation. i think dans coming with me. IM SO EXCITED! <3
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[16 Feb 2006|12:09am] |
mike made me a build a bear for valentine's day. <3
but he's not a bear, he's a huskey, and he has a met t-shirt on and a met hat. but the hat has to be backwards cause he's our gangster dog. : )
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[07 Feb 2006|11:13pm] |
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i feel it neccessary to write down things in here. i wish i wrote in it more, so it was kinda like a daily thing so i could just look back on the day before. but, oh well.
school started. that sucks. my schedule is good. i like it.
monday & wednesday: english 9;30-10;45... social psych 11-12;15... history 12;30-1;45
tuesday: bio lab 9-10;50... nap at my nanny's house 8-) public speaking 2-3;15... biology 3;30-4;45
& thursday i only have public speaking and biology. so that means i can sleep till 12. yos!
the only thing i dont like is that when i get home on mon, wed, & thurs. i have to like get dressed eat food, & get ready all at the same time because i have work right after class. and i can't afford to cut down my hours. so thats kinda blah. but at work im usually he float, which means im supposed to cover breaks for people. but really i just go on 45 min breaks with mike nick or andrew. its awesome. i dont know how much longer ill be able to get away with that.. but yea.
& believe it or not i, kristen, actually have a life. haha. the people im friends with at work actually hang out with me outside of work! + mike is my boyyffriieendd now. teehee. so i get to hang out with lots : ). haha omg. its so much better than sitting at home. i love it. this past weekend was all about softball idk why. me & mike went to the batting cages on friday where i sucked. and i was also dumb because i put a 20 in the token machine and didnt realize i would get $20 worth of tokens. so i hit A LOT. haha. & i went into softball fast. bad news if you havent done that since 10th grade. i did horrible in that one. but i kicked butt in softball & baseball slow, & softball med/fast. so i feel a little accomplished. then on sunday i went to moriches park with my friend nick ermilio and pitched to him, because for some reason i decided to be stubborn and say i can pitch 70mph. haha.
& i get to go to centereach's prom! mike asked me to go with him : ) and im so excited to go! im gonna go look for dresses with 2 girls i work with cause they go to centereach too. and im soo excited. haha. everyone jokes around with me cause i know so many people that go to that school. i think i know more than i did in smithtown, hahaha jk, but i know a lot.
oh yea. i watched the super bowl on sunday. i usually don't watch it, but this past year i found myself watching a football game every weekend so i decided to try to watch the whole thing. i watched the whole first half by myself, and then i looked up at one point and it was 7-3 and i didnt know how they got any of those points, or when. im pretty dumb when it comes to that. then during the halftime show mike picked me up and i went to his friends girlfriends something or others house & watched the rest of the game there. yeap.
i've had 2 hamsters since like january. the first one, wiggy, he was sick or something and died. i was very sad & upset. mike bought him for me then i killed him : ( i miss that little guy. but now i have mr. tumnus aka tummy. hes a cute hamster. he looks like dumbledore (dan's hamster) only mines wayy cuter. and hes alive. except he bite me once and now im afraid to pick him up.
i recently talked to pat's friend babs. recently as in tonight when he called me. & he said hes coming home march 11 or something like that. im so excited for my friends to come home! eee! but im not like depressed theyre gone because im not sitting home like i did last semester. i just cant wait for them to come home and see everyone. its so nice when, it feels like everything is normal. ahh i can't wait. only about a month! <3
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[05 Feb 2006|01:40pm] |
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last night is a night worthy of updating.
last night was a toot & sush night. <3 i havent seen my little sush in quite some time. we started the night out by a loverly trip to friendlys, where i owed my buddy an ice cream for his birthday. (his birthday was almost a year ago) so we ate some din-din & then some ice cream. we discussed our lives and such and i bought him his ice cream which he had been planning out. then we had some time to kill so we went shopping at the mall cause sush needed some pants. we went to pac sun & instead of him buying pants i bought myself a belt. because i am a compulsive shopper. i saw adrianna too while i walked through sears so i stopped by & said a lil hi to her. thheeenn we went to sports plus. & theyre all like "yo you gotta pay" so i was like wait sush, i went bowling here last weekend and we walked out to the game section and didn't pay. so we were rebels and didn't pay to get in to sports plus. i played one game of skee ball (which i won, duh) and we went walking around for games that werent 2 tokens. and we found one. flamming finger. idk if anyone knows this game. but it's awesome. i play it and waste all my tokens on it. well i was down to my last 2, and guess what? I WON! i got myself 167 tickets. chea chea. sush didn't win. but we ended the night with 304 tix, and lots of nerds, smartees & bottlecaps for only $8. haha. our next stop was the movies. we went to go see 'when a stranger calls' it was quite repetitive. and i didn't like it all too much. but i got scared at one part & thank god no one was sitting in the seat next to me cause my feet were on it and i jumped so much when that part came on. oh goodness i could have killed someone. sush said he's never seen someone jump like that. haha.
it was a wonderful night. haha.
now im gonna go pretend to have superbowl plans..
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[29 Jan 2006|01:54am] |
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i am a very happy girl. :-D
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